After the suicide of her husband, Romina Ericksen is left facing shock, guilt, unanswered questions, and a grief no one is ever prepared for.

In this deeply personal book, she writes about the moment the news reached her, the first days and months after the loss, and the painful
path of learning how life can still go on after everything has changed.

This is an honest account of suicide loss, of what remains, and of finding a way forward when nothing feels possible anymore.